<sub>How I wish he could notice the real me...
There was this guy that I like. His younger than me but still it don't matter. I once sent him a message and he replied "Hu u?". I didn't tell anything, I just said that 'you can call me pokwang, barbie, or anything' then he replied ok. I asked him what is my name in his phonebook, he said "unknown girl". Well, actually I'm really am unknown. Then we share messages each other for fun. After an hour, we stop texting each other. Its because I don't have anymore load. The next day, i told my friends about it. I don't see any expressions in their face so I just say "okay". But there's something they did behind my back. I didn't know that they're calling the guy I like. I was afraid that he would misunderstood that I'm obsessed with him because of these calls. Then they called him again, I'm in shock when I heard his saying my name. "OMG! He knew me!" Then I also heard him say bad words. He misunderstood, he thought that the caller was me. After what happen, I got cold and sensitive to my friends. I feel very hurt because of what they have done. They were not the one whose ashamed of, but me all me! I don't know what to do after that. When I passed by at him, he smiles sarcastically at me that really makes me mad! "Arggh I want to hide and cry!" But I controlled myself. I just said "forget everything!" Yes I did, i forget it and also my feelings for the guy, now I can move on...

It was a new year, and I always saw him in the canteen. He didn't do anymore that sarcastic smile. So I think he also forgot about what happen. But I think my feelings for him came back. Well, lets see....</sub>